semester 1 2011/2012

assalammualaikum wbt
i am back
to the beautiful koleh as ever in this pulau yang kecil lagi comel ini
fuaaaaaaaaaa...last year in this university
 how i can control the time and go back to any time i want.........

may sem ester break

dear bloggy
it's been awhile kan since im not typing on u and i have done soo many things in a week

ok one at a time...
1) the school is over... we got 4 months break.. i do not know about the government new policy, but all i know is we'll have this long term break which is soooo 'terbaik' for me!! yup i do agree, if the time is not occupied u will definitely be bored! obviously!! hahaa

2) and for the record, after the last paper, i do not go straight to my house, i am celebrating it with going for holidays instead! and nobody knew this except my mom!!

3) first place to go is BRUNEI! yup brunei!! again and again... i dont mind going to brunei because for me it is such a wonderful place to visit where all people there is soo kind and peaceful.. huhuhuhu..seriously!! i am not kidding!! and fyi. the food there is quite cheap!! 1 brunei dollar u can get a mouthful of chicken rice!! as a muslem, i felt very happy and comfortable when u can perform your prayers with no 'looks' on people face..

4) the next place is MIRI!! ok ok... hush!! here, we stay at stranger's house... and weird!! for me!! i dunno how to mingle with this people.. i guess mirian is quiet people eh? huhu... then i got the chance to go to crocodile farm.. only god knows how i was scared to death...hahaaa..literally... when seeing those buaya... they are big!!! euwwwwwwwwwww......... and and... i got to meet kak nin and abang azad and their children!! uhhhhhhh!! kak nin's belly is sooooooooooo small and cute!! whenever u see her, u will not believe that she's expecting her 3rd child and on her 7th month pregnancy... huhu

5) last place of visit is SINGAPORE!! i can believe my self!! ohhh my........ and i had this chances all myself!! no family guidance.. but friend's companion sure has!! singapore...singapore... all techy and modern.. as a malay. i am glad that i am malaysian!! and there, we cant simply go to restaurants and eat.. u must search for the halal sign before entering those certain cafes... singapore... of course i went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE (USS) this is fucking true!! opsss sorry... i cursed...
uss is such a beatiful theme park!! oh hell on that!! of course it is!! the ticket is expensive! what did u expect?? and i grab this chance to have the rollercoaster ride!! yiehaaaaaa!!

6) my mom minor operation... thank GOD i managed to meet my mom!! i was so grateful god!! thank u for saving my mom!!

hopelessly devoted to you

hahaha bloggy
i like grease!! the time where JOHN TRAVOLTA was so much a handsome man!
kalah prince WILLIAM yang dah selamat kahwin dgn future queen KATE middleton...

and and... suddenly this song appear.. =))

let sing together!!

Guess mine is not the first heart broken, 
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know, 
there's just no gettin' over you 
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around 
and wait for you 
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else 
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you 
But now there's nowhere to hide, 
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head, 
hopelessly devoted to you 
Hopelessly devoted to you, 
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him", 
my heart is saying "don't let go" 
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do 
I'm hopelessly devoted to you 
But now there's nowhere to hide, 
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head, 
hopelessly devoted to you 
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you



ohhh lalala...
hahaha.. i dedicated this song to those people yang ade crushes or even partners or ape2 jek yg sewaktu dengan nya...


i do have crushes and sincerely i was hopelessly devoted to them..
because tahap iman masa tu memang di level yang rendah.. kihkihkihkih....

exam and pleasure time

the first moment i am into this bloggy thing mesti jek aku sebuk dengan exam la...
baru lepas handle event la...

hahahaa...
i dunno... life is life...
and definitely life is not that easy,,
i need to jaga semua hati yang berada di sekelililing aku
that's hard! i tell you.. definitely hard!!

crazy stuff done by crazy people...
i cant live inside this world just by myself..

ok.. i love this song!!
charice aka sunshine corazon sang this song in glee!!
ALL BY MYSELF by eric carmen!
there...there,,, dah ade lirik dah pun... just nyanyi jek!!
and u will be mesmerized by the lyrics and his voice of course!!

huuuuuuu... life is simple if u make it simple
i wish i can make my life simple... hermm!

kuca kuci... a word for myself : DO YOUR BEST, GOD WILL DO THE REST

freedom

the new video from enche' maher zain...
everyone needs their freedom
everyone wants to be free!!

May Allah Bless us.. insyaallah

TUHAN itu ada

Seorang laki-laki bernama Bador datang ke sebuah salon untuk memotong rambut dan janggutnya. Ia pun memulai sedikit perbualan yang hangat dengan tukang cukur yang melayani nya. Berbagai macam topik pun akhirnya jadi pilihan, hingga akhirnya Tuhan jadi subjek perbualan. 
Hai Tuan, saya ini tidak percaya kalau Tuhan itu ada seperti yang anda katakan tadi," ujar si tukang cukur. Mendengar ungkapan itu, Bador terkejut dan bertanya, Mengapa anda berkata demikian?".. 

Mudah saja, cuba anda menjengok ke luar jendela itu dan sedarlah bahwa Tuhan itu memang tidak ada. Tolong jelaskan pada saya, jika Tuhan itu ada, mengapa banyak orang yang sakit? mengapa banyak anak yang terlantar? Jika Tuhan itu ada, tentu tidak ada sakit dan penderitaan.Tuhan apa yang mengizinkan semua itu terjadi..." ungkapnya dengan nada yang tinggi. 

Bador pun berpikir tentang apa yang baru saja dikatakan sang tukang cukur. Namun, ia sama sekali tidak memberi respon agar argumen tersebut tidak Lebih meluas lagi. 

Ketika sang tukang cukur selesai melakukan pekerjaannya, Bador pun berjalan keluar dari salon. Baru beberapa langkah, ia bertembung dengan seorang laki-laki berambut panjang dan janggutnya pun lebat. 

Sepertinya ia sudah lama tidak pergi ke tukang cukur dan itu membuatkan nya terlihat tidak kemas. 

Bador kembali masuk ke dalam salon dan kemudian berkata pada sang tukang cukur, "Tukang cukur itu tidak ada!"... Sang tukang cukur pun terkejut dengan perkataan Bador tersebut. 

"Bagaimana mungkin mereka tidak ada, buktinya adalah saya. Saya ada di sini dan saya adalah seorang tukang cukur," sanggahnya sang tukang cukur.

Bador kembali berkata tegas, "Tidak, mereka tidak ada. kalau mereka ada, tidak mungkin ada orang yang berambut panjang dan berjanggut lebat seperti contohnya lelaki di luar itu." 

"Ah, anda merepek saja...Tukang cukur itu selalu ada di mana-mana. 
Yang terjadi pada lelaki itu adalah bahawa dia tidak mau datang ke salon saya untuk dicukur," jawabnya tenang sambil tersenyum. 

"Tepat!" tegas Bador. "Itulah contoh nya. Tuhan itu ada. Yang terjadi pada umat manusia itu adalah kerana mereka tidak mau datang mencari dan menemui-Nya. Itulah sebabnya mengapa begitu banyak penderitaan di seluruh dunia ini...."




credit to irawna 

ujian

dear bloggie...
i have so many ujian lately...

not the paper -exam- on sheet...
ade lar jugak midterm....and quizzes...

but this is more on perasaaan and hati and jiwa..
God give me this ujian as a punishment for all my wrong doing maybe...

i have no clues and no ideas that it will be like this...
jangan salahkan aku kalau lepas ni
aku jadik lain...

no more mr nice guy...
no more old kuca kuci...
no more me!!
i will be much different....