exam, berjalan, rumah

ok.. it is quite some time aku x menaip di ruangan blogger nih...
busy beb...
ye ker??? yerlaaa!!! of coz... aku kan orang penting,,, hahahaa!!


exam!!exam!! exam!! no komen!!!
i've done my exam... please!! dont ask a thing about it...
maybe this sem,, i screwed it a bit!! ermmm a lot!!
but i hope for miracles!!
miracles to happen... please.. do happen ya!! 


berjalan jalan...
for the first time.. (really??) saje jek nak gempak....
not really laa.... aku pi brunei and miri ....
and u know what... it was awesome!!
i've taken tons of pictures yg bakal di upload di lain waktu....
i was speechless to see all those beautiful buildings and gigantic monuments... i love this experience!! heyyaa!!


but sure, memang memenatkan!!
aku amek masa dua hari nak qadha balik semua tidur2 yang terlepas..hahaha


sekarang di rumah!!
yes!!yes!!yes!!! alhamdulillah...
melepak kat rumah plak...
perjalanan nak balik ke rumah pulak memang gile penat!!
serius!!i am not kidding!! sangat penat!!
semua public transport aku dah naik...
dari feri, plane, taxi, bas and tren....


rumah.... a place where everything i can get juz a snap!
haha =)

BECHKY

saya ada satu patung beruang
patung beruang saya tu orang yang bagi 
sempena birthday....
walaupun orang tu bagi patung beruang tu lambat, 
saya tidak kesah sebab orang tu kawan saya.....


AND my bear's name is BECHKY
sebab ape???
sebab die bachelorette bear...hohohoho....
dont want to call it bechelor/bachelorette that's why BECHKY....
HOHOHOHO...
oh, saya tidak tahu bechky ni male o female??
xpernah nak ambil tahu....
huhuhu


BECHKY juz like me...
what ever bechky do, it will always copy copy me...
huuu....
let the pictures reveal everything

bechky mula belajar..woha!

when hungry, bechky knows how to cook!

kertas kertas bertaburan....oh, what a great student!!

too tired... dozed of flaa!! krohhh krohh

bechky always online....

baju baju need to be basuh!!

bechky also hang out with frens...

exactly!! similar to the owner...
hohohoho....
dun have to say much aiyy?

the UNI day

assalammualaikum wbt

fuhh!! lega!!
i was the exco for the persembahan
untuk event beberapa hari yang lalu!!
and alhamdulillah it was a blast!
terima kasih untuk semua yang datang!!
jasamu dikenang!!

these PHOTOS will reveal everything

dun have to say much i suppose....
but, i do have a great great time being the exco persembahan!!
hahaha...

bekerja dengan artis2 memang menyeronokkan though sometimes cekadak diorang tu kena di ambil kira...

maybe it is time to write

erghhhh!!
i felt awful!!
rasa mcm nak curse everyone around me!!

now the hormone level not so right...
not in a very good state..
hey come on!!
i am fragile..and i can hurt.... just only with your words...

apatah lagi dengan perbuatan or ur body language!
goddamnit!!! crept!!!
rasa macam nak marah2 jek!!!
i'd never curse and i wont...
but my heart keep telling me to!!
i am bad... yes i admit that!!

but please help me to understand...
being a human in this world is not that easy...
i have to do everything to please everyone...
to see their happy faces...
but do they care about my happy face??

argghhhhhhh pergi mati laa!!
ok..i've said it..finally..
i am sorry....

now... tense is here and there
tense has arrived from a place i never know
tense..please go away.. i do not want u to be here.. i dont want u!!
i can handle this feeling.. and your presence is the last thing i ever wanted...

tambahan pula dengan exam yang akan menyusul tiba...
with all that 9 subjects yang aku tak tahu apa2!!
erghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
can i get straight As??
hahahaaa...dah macam soalan budak tadika plak...
university life~
macam la aku tak tau... hidup kat universiti nih... bukan semua orang boleh dapat A!!
ade limit2 plak nak bagi plajar A!!!

sekarang aku faham why teenagers dekat luar negara tu sanggup jual diri for an A on their result transcript!!
auzubillahimin zalik...
sungguh... dunia sekarang semakin tidak adil.....

LACIE

baru jek abes tgk PANDORA HEART

 cepat2 carik lagu lacie...

mmg xdinafikan lagu tu mmg ade power...

bukan sahaja untuk cerita pandora heart tu sendiri...

but also to me!!

for the first time i heard the song..full song,,

i started to cry

yes!! the song makes me cry!!

i love the anime!!!

by hook or by crook

nothing much to say....

it is the best!!!

like the anime is playing with ur mind...

thank u anime

~pandora heart

thank u LACIE 

for making me crying!!

the burden inside is not there anymore

=)

sibuk

assalmualaikum wbt

apakah maksud sibuk??
tiada masa untuk diri sendiri.....tiada masa untuk bernafas??? (haha mampus la kalu xleh sedut oksigen..yer tak..)

alhamdulillah dalam kesibukan demi kesibukan, tuhan masih lagi menyayangi aku dan memberi jalan keluar dan penyelesaian untuk setiap masalah yang aku terima.....

busy with all programmes in the college,
busy doing all the unsettled- assignments
busy with do homeworks yg pura2 dah siap tyme masuk kelas
busy buat surat...(setiausaha laa konon)
ke hulu ke hilir...mcm yb jek aku rasa.....

yes!! akhirnya..migu ini sudah sampai...
not only me, i think semua org and all warga kampus merasai kehadiran 'sebuk' ini....
hadoooiiiii!!!!

sometimes i do ask myself kenapa laa aku gatal2 sgt nak involve this kind of thing...
yerlaaa.....kalu xinvolve, org dah mintak tolong..hahaha ( terasa mcm org penting jek)
this is soooo called - duniya!!!
sebuk duniya memang tiada mampu untuk bernafas...

sebuk akhirat??
ntah bila laa nak mulaaaa........
waduh!! dush!! kena sekali!!
masa with HIM is not as always like before.....
huuuuuuuu....im sorry!!

sebuk!! sebuk!! sebuk!!
sebuk busy or sebuk jaga tepi kain orang???
heh~

changes

ohhh great
i have lots of works but i cannot do them on time!!!
shit!! damn!! the works are not killing me but maybe hurting mysoul...mymind or myheart
hahahahahaha!!!


im kept telling myself 
please change!! change!! change!! eeeyaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!
arghhh work.....juz complete yourself haa!!


perubahan ialah suatu yang mustahil kecuali untuk orang yang benar benar mahukan perubahan....
and damn! i  need to change...
help!!help!!


ok..first thing first....
belajar to belajar!
then do my homeworks...assignments...
time managemet.....mesti cool giler!!!
then kuruskan badan..hahaha...buduh~


alhamdulillah aku dah semakin berani nak bawak kereta...
all those traumas...please go away!!
and i am the winner!! i can drive u fucking trauma!!!


gosh...bile teringat balik accident yg horrible giler tuuu
mau xnak drive seumur hidup....
kesahnya ialah...one day, i went for a picnic with my usrah n my seniors...
nak dijadikan cerita, perjalanan balik tu aku disuruh drive with 5passengers including me, 6 orang laa kan...
naik kancil...penumpang belakang semua lelaki!!
aduhhh!!


then,,,,bleh plak terover speed....
menjadikan kereta tu terbalik 2times!!
waaa...dah rasa mcm dalam cerita action plak!!
mcm watak angelina jolie in real life!!
well guys, i have experienced this thing in  my life...korang biler lagi??


kejadian tu membuatkan aku sangat takut untuk kembali memandu kereta!!
giler laaa!!
arghhh.....nasib baik tuhan beri aku keyakinan n keberanian to drive cars back!!
in this pulau, haha...dah laa duty free...jom beli kereta!
hahahaha.......berangan jek aku nih!!


xper..manerlaa tau...esok nak g survey harga kereta for my cousin...
mmg totally murah!!
jom beli kereta kat pulau ini~