balik rumah jumpa famili

ola!!

esok dah nak start cuti...
cuti cina

saya nak balik rumah
jumpa keluarga
sebab keluarga saya penting dalam hidup saya

ok...i was planning on going back...
xkesah la org nak cakap aku anak manja ke ape2 laa...
but i have this feeling yg aku mesti balik!!!

and terbukti aku betul..
mmg mcm2 yg dah berlaku...
esok genap 4 tahun abah pergi...
my granny is recovering from her sickness...alhamdulillah!!

duit kereta nak kena bayar..korek duit tabung!! rahsiakan from my mom...alamak!! withdraw duit tabung aji laa nampaknya nih...

nak kena carik baju...waduhh!!
jumpa kengkawan...
spend wonderful time with mak aku!!
that's the plan...huuuuuuuu.......

when the photographer is in the house

tanggal 21hb yang lalu seorang fotografer tanah air telah menghadirkan diri nya ke U aku ni haaa...

dan reaksi aku yang pertama ialah.. hello...siapa ni?? almaklumlaa i am not up to date with LMS thingy sebab line die selooow gile nak mampus...

trangg tang tang,,,,,
tetiba my fren cakap.... hey miss dayang bawak fotografer laaa..{kelas malam tu ialah TOPIK DAN ISU SEMASA} and at that time aku macam clueless giler!!

yes!! finally!! selama ni aku cume berpeluang tgk gambar2 fotografer kat internet jek.... and fotografer yang aku kenal pun terdiri daripada ahli keluarga jek..
diorang tu bukan la expert sgt pun....hukhukhuk...sorry!! but they are!! just a freelancer....

fotografer yang datang ni plak ialah enche' KHAIRUL HAZWAN atau lebey suka dipanggil kacuk...
aku pun tak tau... malas jugak nak amek tau...

at first memang la tak kenal..who the hell is this person...
muka dah macam faizal tahir sikit2..agak stylo arr... my gurlfrenssss semua dah 'cayaq' dah...
and die mula citer pasal diri dia... camner die leh terjebak dalam bidang fotografi laa...
suka duka kisah lara semua ade laa

and aku..buat endah tak endah jek...
suddenly he said die yang amek gambo sheikh muszafar kawen
and i was like what?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
hellllllllloooooooooooo............. gambo tu semua aku suka!! sebab sgt cantik!! perfect angle!!!
and they are sooo unique!! they were something beyond ordinary....

bile die ckp jek camtu...aku dah respek gile sama ini BRO....
ingatkan mamat mana ntah yg datang bagi career talk... rupenye my idol!!!
aku memang malas nak amek tau pasal fotografer sebab biasenya suka tgk gambar2 diorang jek..
hah...kan dah  jadik mcm ni... takper takper....

si kacuk ni datang pun sebab ehsan enche' yuszren, timbalan dekan aku...
sir yuszren belajar fotografi skills dari kacuk..wow! mantap kot...
ok, tq incik yuszren!

kacuk ni budak civil engineering... patut arr perangai giler....
pastu jadik fotografer plak tu... mana la tak bertambah giler die tu...

he didn't continue on his engineering...tapi die grad laa...
and he pursued his minat to be a fotografer...

insyaallah perhaps one day aku akan ikut jejak langkah bro nih...
now i dun have any money to get a dslr for my self...
dah la nak kena bayo duit kereta yg dah aku jahanamkan tuh...
rm 4400 kot... and aku xnak susahkan family aku because of what i want not because of what i need..

ni la gambo incik kacuk...
sori bro.. kamera aku kicik jek... dah lama plak tu... too flashy pula...
muka ko yg hensem nampak lain pulak kan...
tunggu la aku beli dslr pastu jadik pelajar ko...
then kita leh bekerjasama...insyaallah~

ok now, aku dah tanam impian...
dont bother bout the fotografi thingy
 tunggu aku grad dulu... beli dslr.. daftar kursus ngan fotografer terkenal...
practice byk2..... let my pictures tell u the story!!
fotografi is my passion!!
it really is!

Don’t talk to me about Muhammad

saya copy ni from my senior blog....lain dari yang lain...




It would be such a pleasure to have you come along with me,
I accept your gracious offer of kindness and company.
But as we walk along young man and as you help me with my load,
I’ve only one request as we travel down this road,

Don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

That man upsets me so, and so much more than you could know,
I hear of his name and reputation everywhere I go.
Though his family and his clan once knew him as an honest man,
he’s dividing everyone with his claim that “God is One”

So don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

He’s misled all the weak ones and the poor ones and the slaves,
They think they’ve all found wealth and freedom following his ways.
He’s corrupted all the youth with his twisted brand of truth
convinced them they all are strong, given them somewhere to belong.

So don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

Thank you now young man, you’ve really been so kind
Your generosity and smile are very rare to find.
Let me give you some advice, since you’ve been so very nice,
From Muhammad stay away, don’t heed his words or emulate his way.

And don’t talk about Muhammad,
or you will never have true peace and trouble is all you will find.
So don’t talk about Muhammad
and as you travel down life’s road you will get along just fine.

Now before we part and go, if it’s alright just the same,
may I ask, my dear young man, who you are? What is your name?

Forgive me - what was that? Your words weren’t very clear,
my ears are getting old - sometimes its difficult to hear.
It is truly rather funny, though I’m sure I must be wrong,
but I thought I heard you said that your name is Muhammad……

Muhammad?

Ash haduallah ilaha il Allah wa Ash hadu ana Muhammad ur-Rasulullah.

Oh talk to me Muhammad!
Upon you I pray for peace for you have eased my troubled mind!
Oh talk to me Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as I travel down life’s road I will get along just fine.

now i am back

dear bloggy...
now i am back to this island...

pulau oh pulau..bukan la nak ckap ape tapi pulau ni kosong
mungkin menunggu masa untuk modernization dan juga pembangunan secara berterusan
wait for me pulau!! i will help u!! definitely...

nak citer pasal sem lepas...memang jatuh habes! like habes habes laaaa....
nasib baik boleh teruskan pengajian...kalau drop..fuisyhhh malu beb muka nih...nak letak mana??
habis laa nama baik keluarga...maruah keluarga tercela...

ok...
the nite before balik to this island
aku kena lecture with my uncle...
bukan la lecture bebel tapi mcm man to man conversation??
serius but not tooo serius...

uncle: what did u take?
me: e-commerce...ermm e-dagang
uncle: wahh..IT..same like him( pointing to his son, aka my cousin) nanti boleh kerja dengan syed mokhtar
{and i was like...what?? ape kena mengena dengan syed mokhtar?? and my cousin tu boleh plak ketawa...tau la die senior in this IT thingy..}
me: hehe....
uncle: and how was your study?do u study hard?
me: hah?? (susah nak jawab sebab this perbualan di dengari oleh 3 orang lain yang tak sepatutnya dengar) ermm....yesssss.... (like i do?? dalam kepala dah mcm2 jawapan nak bagi...kalau ckp yes, my result tak menunjukkan yg aku study hard...kalau cakap no, kang apa pulak yg diorang pikir)
uncle: the most important thing is the time management..manage the time well
me: ohhh...
uncle: so, have u done anything with the computer (his finger is playing on the air,, maybe die nak cakap creating some new sistem??)
my cousin interrupted the conversation by saying "oh, sistem tu biasenya buat masa final projek..."ok now i know mesti final year project = fyp
me: sistem?? belum lagi... sekarang baru asas...belum belajar pun lagi...takpe, nanti amir (my cousin) boleh ajar...
(amir laughed when he heard this)
uncle: do u have any special someone??
{ok, I was like...soalan apakah ini??hello...ade orang lain yang turut mendengar kot}
me: nooo...xde sapa2 pun...
uncle: u decide masa final year who is the one
me: final year?? sem depan jek kot is my final year...
(again amir laughed)
uncle: like me, i decided to have your aunt in my final year..i confirmed she is the one!
{my aunt tiba2 bersuara 'isyyy tak payah la ckap pasal hal tuh'}
me: ohhh.....how old was u?
uncle: ermmm....21 maybe

ok nak dipendekkan cerita my dearest uncle wished me all the best in my studies...aku pun dah lupa apa lagi yang kitorang ckap malam tu... sebab aku rasa perbualan nih berlaku wrong time at the wrong place! sebab masa tu aku dah la xberapa sihat.... nak jawab soalan yang mcm WOW!!! and my uncle is the most respectable man in the family... but i am haappy sebab diizinkan TUHAN to have that memorable time...
mungkin sudah masanya aku bangkit!! ohh uncle..tq for ur advise!!