dosa tahun ini

2012 is approaching
bila nak fikir-fikir balik... tahun 2011 ada terlalu banyak kenangan yang sukar dilupakan
[drama queen]

banyak nye dosa tahun nih!!
dosa yang tak patut buat pun ade! !@#$%^&*

the above video slightly similar with my stories...
slight-ly ok!! bukannye total-ly...
masyaallah... banyak betul dosa dah buat tahun nih

- warna kan rambut [walaupun tahu tak boleh kaler rambut tapi still buat]
- gunting rambut kat kedai cina pastu ade plak laki [ i felt slightly stupid when i saw the man standing there menunggu customer. free-free jek die tgk rambut aku]
- rebond rambut [ yang ni dosa jugak kot sebab mengubah ciptaan tuhan] but still buat!
- kadang-kadang tinggal solat.. especially subuh. and kadang2 tak qada' pun solat yang kena tinggal tuh
- banyak mengumpat. syok betul bile cakap pasal orang ni kan. rasa macam tak boleh nak stop
- i've wasted the opportunity that God gave me this semester. huh! i cant reverse the time can i?
- watch too much porn movies. hey! nak tgk cerita sikit ade part nampak lurah dada. stupido!
- imagine if i have boyfriends. [tak boleh blah punye ayat]

ok enough is enough
segan pulak bile tunjuk pekong di dada nih.
2012. tolong jangan kiamat lagi.

bacalah tak rugi

that's what my kakak saudara kesayangan said in her comments
BACALAH TAK RUGI
huuu....
bila lah nak membaca nih??

satu amalan yang aku dah lama tak buat...
malas punyer pasal..

interface baru

bile dah lama kena tinggal
macam ni laa... tak tau ape ape...
hahahaaa.... blogger pun dah ade interface baru
aku bila lagi?

suddenly want to go to japan

dear bloggy,,,
i dont know why
suddenly aku nak pergi jepun like desperately want to go there.

ada apa dengan jepun???
well, it is the dream place of mine since i was like 10 years old.
seriously nak pergi sana

mula2 tuh i thought of working after graduation...
but i think let me further my master while i still can learn and study at this young age,
maybe in japan. who knows?

hik... i am not satisfied with my results, jauh lagi nak be proud of it. no!
but perhaps. this semester i can be new like my new hope of going to japan.

mereka tiada lagi

as i was in my room the day i arrived in this pulau
aku teringatkan kawan2 yang dah tak de di sisi ku seperti dahulu

yes. my housemates

my ex-housemate yang kini sudah pergi
ok die dah grad so definitely la kan die dah pergi meninggalkan aku kat pulau comel nih
die dedicated kan lagu ni to me and my fellow friends
kebetulan pulak lagu ni agak baru and terus hits since the day it was released
hoorray to AVRIL LAVIGNE~

yup now i am in this new house. new housemates, new friends
but rasa macam xnak buat kawan pun dengan diorang2 nih...
hiiiiiiiiii... kejam x??
perhaps tahun ini i will do my work in my room...no socializing with the other...
erkkkkk?

semester 1 2011/2012

assalammualaikum wbt
i am back
to the beautiful koleh as ever in this pulau yang kecil lagi comel ini
fuaaaaaaaaaa...last year in this university
 how i can control the time and go back to any time i want.........

may sem ester break

dear bloggy
it's been awhile kan since im not typing on u and i have done soo many things in a week

ok one at a time...
1) the school is over... we got 4 months break.. i do not know about the government new policy, but all i know is we'll have this long term break which is soooo 'terbaik' for me!! yup i do agree, if the time is not occupied u will definitely be bored! obviously!! hahaa

2) and for the record, after the last paper, i do not go straight to my house, i am celebrating it with going for holidays instead! and nobody knew this except my mom!!

3) first place to go is BRUNEI! yup brunei!! again and again... i dont mind going to brunei because for me it is such a wonderful place to visit where all people there is soo kind and peaceful.. huhuhuhu..seriously!! i am not kidding!! and fyi. the food there is quite cheap!! 1 brunei dollar u can get a mouthful of chicken rice!! as a muslem, i felt very happy and comfortable when u can perform your prayers with no 'looks' on people face..

4) the next place is MIRI!! ok ok... hush!! here, we stay at stranger's house... and weird!! for me!! i dunno how to mingle with this people.. i guess mirian is quiet people eh? huhu... then i got the chance to go to crocodile farm.. only god knows how i was scared to death...hahaaa..literally... when seeing those buaya... they are big!!! euwwwwwwwwwww......... and and... i got to meet kak nin and abang azad and their children!! uhhhhhhh!! kak nin's belly is sooooooooooo small and cute!! whenever u see her, u will not believe that she's expecting her 3rd child and on her 7th month pregnancy... huhu

5) last place of visit is SINGAPORE!! i can believe my self!! ohhh my........ and i had this chances all myself!! no family guidance.. but friend's companion sure has!! singapore...singapore... all techy and modern.. as a malay. i am glad that i am malaysian!! and there, we cant simply go to restaurants and eat.. u must search for the halal sign before entering those certain cafes... singapore... of course i went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE (USS) this is fucking true!! opsss sorry... i cursed...
uss is such a beatiful theme park!! oh hell on that!! of course it is!! the ticket is expensive! what did u expect?? and i grab this chance to have the rollercoaster ride!! yiehaaaaaa!!

6) my mom minor operation... thank GOD i managed to meet my mom!! i was so grateful god!! thank u for saving my mom!!

hopelessly devoted to you

hahaha bloggy
i like grease!! the time where JOHN TRAVOLTA was so much a handsome man!
kalah prince WILLIAM yang dah selamat kahwin dgn future queen KATE middleton...

and and... suddenly this song appear.. =))

let sing together!!

Guess mine is not the first heart broken, 
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know, 
there's just no gettin' over you 
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around 
and wait for you 
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else 
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you 
But now there's nowhere to hide, 
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head, 
hopelessly devoted to you 
Hopelessly devoted to you, 
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him", 
my heart is saying "don't let go" 
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do 
I'm hopelessly devoted to you 
But now there's nowhere to hide, 
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head, 
hopelessly devoted to you 
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you



ohhh lalala...
hahaha.. i dedicated this song to those people yang ade crushes or even partners or ape2 jek yg sewaktu dengan nya...


i do have crushes and sincerely i was hopelessly devoted to them..
because tahap iman masa tu memang di level yang rendah.. kihkihkihkih....

exam and pleasure time

the first moment i am into this bloggy thing mesti jek aku sebuk dengan exam la...
baru lepas handle event la...

hahahaa...
i dunno... life is life...
and definitely life is not that easy,,
i need to jaga semua hati yang berada di sekelililing aku
that's hard! i tell you.. definitely hard!!

crazy stuff done by crazy people...
i cant live inside this world just by myself..

ok.. i love this song!!
charice aka sunshine corazon sang this song in glee!!
ALL BY MYSELF by eric carmen!
there...there,,, dah ade lirik dah pun... just nyanyi jek!!
and u will be mesmerized by the lyrics and his voice of course!!

huuuuuuu... life is simple if u make it simple
i wish i can make my life simple... hermm!

kuca kuci... a word for myself : DO YOUR BEST, GOD WILL DO THE REST

freedom

the new video from enche' maher zain...
everyone needs their freedom
everyone wants to be free!!

May Allah Bless us.. insyaallah

TUHAN itu ada

Seorang laki-laki bernama Bador datang ke sebuah salon untuk memotong rambut dan janggutnya. Ia pun memulai sedikit perbualan yang hangat dengan tukang cukur yang melayani nya. Berbagai macam topik pun akhirnya jadi pilihan, hingga akhirnya Tuhan jadi subjek perbualan. 
Hai Tuan, saya ini tidak percaya kalau Tuhan itu ada seperti yang anda katakan tadi," ujar si tukang cukur. Mendengar ungkapan itu, Bador terkejut dan bertanya, Mengapa anda berkata demikian?".. 

Mudah saja, cuba anda menjengok ke luar jendela itu dan sedarlah bahwa Tuhan itu memang tidak ada. Tolong jelaskan pada saya, jika Tuhan itu ada, mengapa banyak orang yang sakit? mengapa banyak anak yang terlantar? Jika Tuhan itu ada, tentu tidak ada sakit dan penderitaan.Tuhan apa yang mengizinkan semua itu terjadi..." ungkapnya dengan nada yang tinggi. 

Bador pun berpikir tentang apa yang baru saja dikatakan sang tukang cukur. Namun, ia sama sekali tidak memberi respon agar argumen tersebut tidak Lebih meluas lagi. 

Ketika sang tukang cukur selesai melakukan pekerjaannya, Bador pun berjalan keluar dari salon. Baru beberapa langkah, ia bertembung dengan seorang laki-laki berambut panjang dan janggutnya pun lebat. 

Sepertinya ia sudah lama tidak pergi ke tukang cukur dan itu membuatkan nya terlihat tidak kemas. 

Bador kembali masuk ke dalam salon dan kemudian berkata pada sang tukang cukur, "Tukang cukur itu tidak ada!"... Sang tukang cukur pun terkejut dengan perkataan Bador tersebut. 

"Bagaimana mungkin mereka tidak ada, buktinya adalah saya. Saya ada di sini dan saya adalah seorang tukang cukur," sanggahnya sang tukang cukur.

Bador kembali berkata tegas, "Tidak, mereka tidak ada. kalau mereka ada, tidak mungkin ada orang yang berambut panjang dan berjanggut lebat seperti contohnya lelaki di luar itu." 

"Ah, anda merepek saja...Tukang cukur itu selalu ada di mana-mana. 
Yang terjadi pada lelaki itu adalah bahawa dia tidak mau datang ke salon saya untuk dicukur," jawabnya tenang sambil tersenyum. 

"Tepat!" tegas Bador. "Itulah contoh nya. Tuhan itu ada. Yang terjadi pada umat manusia itu adalah kerana mereka tidak mau datang mencari dan menemui-Nya. Itulah sebabnya mengapa begitu banyak penderitaan di seluruh dunia ini...."




credit to irawna 

ujian

dear bloggie...
i have so many ujian lately...

not the paper -exam- on sheet...
ade lar jugak midterm....and quizzes...

but this is more on perasaaan and hati and jiwa..
God give me this ujian as a punishment for all my wrong doing maybe...

i have no clues and no ideas that it will be like this...
jangan salahkan aku kalau lepas ni
aku jadik lain...

no more mr nice guy...
no more old kuca kuci...
no more me!!
i will be much different....

masa orang kampus tunjuk belang

salam
prk kampus
mestu semua u dah kecoh sana sini pasal prk ni kan...
gile kecoh kot!!

semalam aku telah di'sound' oleh senior...
dasar perempuan... suka emo!!
atas sebab??
aku jadik penyokong budak cina...
yes! my name is on the pencalonan paper as 'penyokong' !!!

biarlaa.. this is my decision and that budak is my fren!!
ok ok.. tetiba nak emo plak kan...

ok ok saya cool...
naseb baik benda ni sekejap jek...
maybe i am wrong.... yerlaaa. aku ngaku laaa aku salah...
aku jadik penyokong die...  tapi aku xpernah belot dengan agama aku...
aku sayang agama aku...
aku jadik penyokong die pun agar suatu hari nanti budak tu nampak betapa indahnya agama Islam..

pandang ke hadapan laa senior oi!!
sungguh pun kalau laaaaa calon islam kita xmenang, xsemestinya islam tu akan kalah kan??!!

malam nya pulak ialah malam manifesto
the weirdest thing ever... my kampus ni mcm buat xtau jek pasal pilihan raya kampus...
ahahahahahaha... pelik jek!!
migu depan dah nak hantar undi...
dewan tu kosong!! empty!! lengang aje...
kalau main roller blade mesti syiokk...

in another aspect, frankly speaking. i was quite envy with those people who did not come
why??? sebab dewan tu bising sangat!!
bising dengan monyet monyet yang bising!!
come on la!! kiter ni manusia bertamadun...

kalau pun xsuke pihak lawan.. just keep quite!!
u dun have to memekak!! telinga aku sakit ko tau x!!
kalau setakat booing people tuh, adat laa kan pilihan raya...
tapi ni korang dah melampau!! sampai nak memalukan calon tu plak... taktik keji!! keji laa wei..
cube ko kat atas pentas tu n people do the same thing to u.. xpikir ke??

ape2 pun.. Tuhan dah tunjuk kat aku sape yg perlu aku vote
yg penting bukan calon uncivilized people..
i do hope ur candidate xmenang langsung!! kalah teruk!!!
erghhhhh...........

couple, islamic way!

Kisahnya mengenai 3 org, Syafiq, Safura dan Muhammad. Syafiq dan Safura sama-sama belajar di SAM Bestari. Beberapa lama kemudian, Syafiq jatuh hati pada keayuan Safura. Matanya mengalahkan Zinnirah. Wajahnya berseri-seri dengan cahaya keimanan. Pergh!! Cantik sangatlah jika nak diceritakan. Tetapi, Syafiq cuba tahan. Dia tidak boleh meluahkan perasaan dia pada Safura sebab nanti takut kena tangkap dengan ajk pencegah maksiat sekolah.

beberapa tahun berlalu...Akhirnya, apabila Syafiq berada di Tingkatan 5, dia sudah tidak mampu bertahan. Dia mengatur langkah dan akhirnya, Safura tewas pada pujuk rayunya. Walaubagaimanapun, mereka ini sedar yang mereka orang Islam. Islam tidak membenarkan umatnya ber’couple’. Jadi mereka berpakat yang mereka ini hendak membuat satu revolusi dalam couple. "COUPLE ISLAMIC". Asal keluar, pergi tempat terbuka. Tak mainlah tempat gelap-gelap ni. Bukan itu sahaja, Safura kena pakai tudung labuh. Syafiq pula pakai serban dan jubah. Lepas itu mereka keluar bukan membuang masa, keluar bawa Al-Quran. Berhenti di kedai makan, tadarrus lagi. Jalan pula, mana ada pegang-pegang tangan, mereka ikut cara Nabi Musa. Lelaki di depan, perempuan di belakang. Bila balik rumah, missed call pagi-pagi. Suruh qiamullail. Hah! kan Islamic punya couple tu.

Setelah setahun mengamalkan taktik sedemikian, Syafiq ditakdirkan bertemu dengan Muhammad. Ketika itu Syafiq dan Safura sedang bertadarrus di RFC. Muhammad tiba-tiba datang menghampiri mereka kerana tiada tempat duduk. Bila duduk, Muhammad bertanya, "Have you married?". "No.", jawab Safura. "So, why you sit together with this ajnabi alone here", tanya Muhammad. "Kami couple, tapi Islamic way" jawab Syafiq. Muhammad hanya tersenyum mendengar jawapan itu. Muhammad pun memulakan ceritanya.

"Aku ni muallaf. Asal dulu aku kristian. Tinggal kat Singapore. Dulu, aku suka sangat makan babi. Kalau sehari tak makan, pengsan aku. Pernah sekali mak aku terlupa beli babi, aku masuk wad malam tu. Tetapi, Alhamdulillah, Allah buka pintu hati aku untuk terima hidayah-Nya. Bila aku masuk Islam, aku dapat tahu, dalam Islam tak boleh makan babi. Aduh, pening kepala aku. Macam mana aku nak buat ni??? Seminggu aku masuk hospital lepas masuk Islam. Kalau zaman Rasulullah dulu ada peringkat-peringkat dia. Tapi aku…mana ada. Jadi, time kat hospital tu aku fikir. Akhirnya, aku jumpa satu jalan keluar. Aku nak Islamkan babi tu. Aku beli seekor anak babi. Dari kecik aku jaga dia. Seekor lalat pun aku tak bagi dekat. Setiap jam aku mandikan dia. Lepas 3 hari, aku bisikkan kat telinga dia dua kalimah syahadah. Lepas tu, tiap-tiap hari aku bagi tazkirah kat babi tu. Asal dia berak aku vacuum terus. Camnilah kehidupan aku dan babi tu buat 2 tahun. Lepas dua tahun, masa yang ditunggu-tunggu tiba. Masa untuk sembelih babi ni. Tengok-tengok babi ni takde leher. Tapi, lantaklah. Aku tibai je sebab dah 2 tahun tak makan babi ni. Lepas tu, aku pun masak la bakut teh. Tengah-tengah makan, nampak seorang ustaz tengah jalan-jalan. Muka macam lapar je. Aku pun ajak la dia makan. Ustaz!!! jom makan. Babi Islam nih.”

Bila terdengar kisah itu, Syafiq dan Safura pun sedar. Kalau benda itu haram, ia tetap haram. Yang halal itu jelas dan yang haram itu jelas...

sombong bertempat lah!

i got this from i luv islam dot com
this is special for me!!

Sombongkah aku kiranya tidak mahu membalas pesanan ringkasmu?
Sombongkah aku jika membiar sepi YM darimu?
Sombongkah aku jika aku hanya membiarkan panggilan darimu berlagu tidak berjawab?

Ya,aku memang sombong.
Namun aku sombong bertempat!
Bukan pada semua.

Tapi hanya padamu,lelaki ajnabi yang tidak halal buatku.
Pantaskah aku membalas SMS mu kiranya luahan rindu yang kau ucapkan?
Perlukah aku membalas YM mu jika omongan cinta yang kau ingin bicarakan?
Haruskah aku berbual denganmu jika tiada perkara penting yang mahu dibincangkan?

Kau bukan suamiku,perlukah kita melakukan semua itu?
Tepuk dada,tanyalah imanmu sendiri wahai teman.

Maaf aku tidak sanggup melakukan semua itu jika murka Allah yang ku dapat
Jika kerana sikapku ini kau memanggilku sombong, nah silakan.
Aku tidak peduli.
Jika kerana ini kau memandangku seorang yang kolot
Aku masih juga tidak peduli
Apalah sangat pandanganmu jika dibandingkan dengan pandangan murka Tuhanku

Kiranya aku mengikut kemahuanmu
Aku lebih takutkan Tuhan yang menjadikan kau dan aku.

Sebelum tiba masanya, biarlah kulabuhkan dulu cintaku pada-Nya
sebelum kulabuhkan cintaku kepada yang berhak keatasku kelak
Hanya untuk suamiku,cinta halal bagiku.

besday

ok now i want to menggedik
this is my special day!!
soo biarlaaa!!!

alhamdulillah i am now 21 years old...
like others....
i got soooo many besday wishes and i am proud to say that
i am still famous!!
hahahahahaahahaaa...

ok i left u with the beatles song!!

balik rumah jumpa famili

ola!!

esok dah nak start cuti...
cuti cina

saya nak balik rumah
jumpa keluarga
sebab keluarga saya penting dalam hidup saya

ok...i was planning on going back...
xkesah la org nak cakap aku anak manja ke ape2 laa...
but i have this feeling yg aku mesti balik!!!

and terbukti aku betul..
mmg mcm2 yg dah berlaku...
esok genap 4 tahun abah pergi...
my granny is recovering from her sickness...alhamdulillah!!

duit kereta nak kena bayar..korek duit tabung!! rahsiakan from my mom...alamak!! withdraw duit tabung aji laa nampaknya nih...

nak kena carik baju...waduhh!!
jumpa kengkawan...
spend wonderful time with mak aku!!
that's the plan...huuuuuuuu.......

when the photographer is in the house

tanggal 21hb yang lalu seorang fotografer tanah air telah menghadirkan diri nya ke U aku ni haaa...

dan reaksi aku yang pertama ialah.. hello...siapa ni?? almaklumlaa i am not up to date with LMS thingy sebab line die selooow gile nak mampus...

trangg tang tang,,,,,
tetiba my fren cakap.... hey miss dayang bawak fotografer laaa..{kelas malam tu ialah TOPIK DAN ISU SEMASA} and at that time aku macam clueless giler!!

yes!! finally!! selama ni aku cume berpeluang tgk gambar2 fotografer kat internet jek.... and fotografer yang aku kenal pun terdiri daripada ahli keluarga jek..
diorang tu bukan la expert sgt pun....hukhukhuk...sorry!! but they are!! just a freelancer....

fotografer yang datang ni plak ialah enche' KHAIRUL HAZWAN atau lebey suka dipanggil kacuk...
aku pun tak tau... malas jugak nak amek tau...

at first memang la tak kenal..who the hell is this person...
muka dah macam faizal tahir sikit2..agak stylo arr... my gurlfrenssss semua dah 'cayaq' dah...
and die mula citer pasal diri dia... camner die leh terjebak dalam bidang fotografi laa...
suka duka kisah lara semua ade laa

and aku..buat endah tak endah jek...
suddenly he said die yang amek gambo sheikh muszafar kawen
and i was like what?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
hellllllllloooooooooooo............. gambo tu semua aku suka!! sebab sgt cantik!! perfect angle!!!
and they are sooo unique!! they were something beyond ordinary....

bile die ckp jek camtu...aku dah respek gile sama ini BRO....
ingatkan mamat mana ntah yg datang bagi career talk... rupenye my idol!!!
aku memang malas nak amek tau pasal fotografer sebab biasenya suka tgk gambar2 diorang jek..
hah...kan dah  jadik mcm ni... takper takper....

si kacuk ni datang pun sebab ehsan enche' yuszren, timbalan dekan aku...
sir yuszren belajar fotografi skills dari kacuk..wow! mantap kot...
ok, tq incik yuszren!

kacuk ni budak civil engineering... patut arr perangai giler....
pastu jadik fotografer plak tu... mana la tak bertambah giler die tu...

he didn't continue on his engineering...tapi die grad laa...
and he pursued his minat to be a fotografer...

insyaallah perhaps one day aku akan ikut jejak langkah bro nih...
now i dun have any money to get a dslr for my self...
dah la nak kena bayo duit kereta yg dah aku jahanamkan tuh...
rm 4400 kot... and aku xnak susahkan family aku because of what i want not because of what i need..

ni la gambo incik kacuk...
sori bro.. kamera aku kicik jek... dah lama plak tu... too flashy pula...
muka ko yg hensem nampak lain pulak kan...
tunggu la aku beli dslr pastu jadik pelajar ko...
then kita leh bekerjasama...insyaallah~

ok now, aku dah tanam impian...
dont bother bout the fotografi thingy
 tunggu aku grad dulu... beli dslr.. daftar kursus ngan fotografer terkenal...
practice byk2..... let my pictures tell u the story!!
fotografi is my passion!!
it really is!

Don’t talk to me about Muhammad

saya copy ni from my senior blog....lain dari yang lain...




It would be such a pleasure to have you come along with me,
I accept your gracious offer of kindness and company.
But as we walk along young man and as you help me with my load,
I’ve only one request as we travel down this road,

Don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

That man upsets me so, and so much more than you could know,
I hear of his name and reputation everywhere I go.
Though his family and his clan once knew him as an honest man,
he’s dividing everyone with his claim that “God is One”

So don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

He’s misled all the weak ones and the poor ones and the slaves,
They think they’ve all found wealth and freedom following his ways.
He’s corrupted all the youth with his twisted brand of truth
convinced them they all are strong, given them somewhere to belong.

So don’t talk to me about Muhammad.
Because of him there is no peace and I have trouble in my mind,
so don’t talk to me about Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as we walk along together we will get along.

Thank you now young man, you’ve really been so kind
Your generosity and smile are very rare to find.
Let me give you some advice, since you’ve been so very nice,
From Muhammad stay away, don’t heed his words or emulate his way.

And don’t talk about Muhammad,
or you will never have true peace and trouble is all you will find.
So don’t talk about Muhammad
and as you travel down life’s road you will get along just fine.

Now before we part and go, if it’s alright just the same,
may I ask, my dear young man, who you are? What is your name?

Forgive me - what was that? Your words weren’t very clear,
my ears are getting old - sometimes its difficult to hear.
It is truly rather funny, though I’m sure I must be wrong,
but I thought I heard you said that your name is Muhammad……

Muhammad?

Ash haduallah ilaha il Allah wa Ash hadu ana Muhammad ur-Rasulullah.

Oh talk to me Muhammad!
Upon you I pray for peace for you have eased my troubled mind!
Oh talk to me Muhammad
and as we walk along together we will get along just fine,
and as I travel down life’s road I will get along just fine.

now i am back

dear bloggy...
now i am back to this island...

pulau oh pulau..bukan la nak ckap ape tapi pulau ni kosong
mungkin menunggu masa untuk modernization dan juga pembangunan secara berterusan
wait for me pulau!! i will help u!! definitely...

nak citer pasal sem lepas...memang jatuh habes! like habes habes laaaa....
nasib baik boleh teruskan pengajian...kalau drop..fuisyhhh malu beb muka nih...nak letak mana??
habis laa nama baik keluarga...maruah keluarga tercela...

ok...
the nite before balik to this island
aku kena lecture with my uncle...
bukan la lecture bebel tapi mcm man to man conversation??
serius but not tooo serius...

uncle: what did u take?
me: e-commerce...ermm e-dagang
uncle: wahh..IT..same like him( pointing to his son, aka my cousin) nanti boleh kerja dengan syed mokhtar
{and i was like...what?? ape kena mengena dengan syed mokhtar?? and my cousin tu boleh plak ketawa...tau la die senior in this IT thingy..}
me: hehe....
uncle: and how was your study?do u study hard?
me: hah?? (susah nak jawab sebab this perbualan di dengari oleh 3 orang lain yang tak sepatutnya dengar) ermm....yesssss.... (like i do?? dalam kepala dah mcm2 jawapan nak bagi...kalau ckp yes, my result tak menunjukkan yg aku study hard...kalau cakap no, kang apa pulak yg diorang pikir)
uncle: the most important thing is the time management..manage the time well
me: ohhh...
uncle: so, have u done anything with the computer (his finger is playing on the air,, maybe die nak cakap creating some new sistem??)
my cousin interrupted the conversation by saying "oh, sistem tu biasenya buat masa final projek..."ok now i know mesti final year project = fyp
me: sistem?? belum lagi... sekarang baru asas...belum belajar pun lagi...takpe, nanti amir (my cousin) boleh ajar...
(amir laughed when he heard this)
uncle: do u have any special someone??
{ok, I was like...soalan apakah ini??hello...ade orang lain yang turut mendengar kot}
me: nooo...xde sapa2 pun...
uncle: u decide masa final year who is the one
me: final year?? sem depan jek kot is my final year...
(again amir laughed)
uncle: like me, i decided to have your aunt in my final year..i confirmed she is the one!
{my aunt tiba2 bersuara 'isyyy tak payah la ckap pasal hal tuh'}
me: ohhh.....how old was u?
uncle: ermmm....21 maybe

ok nak dipendekkan cerita my dearest uncle wished me all the best in my studies...aku pun dah lupa apa lagi yang kitorang ckap malam tu... sebab aku rasa perbualan nih berlaku wrong time at the wrong place! sebab masa tu aku dah la xberapa sihat.... nak jawab soalan yang mcm WOW!!! and my uncle is the most respectable man in the family... but i am haappy sebab diizinkan TUHAN to have that memorable time...
mungkin sudah masanya aku bangkit!! ohh uncle..tq for ur advise!!